So I suppose this would be day 1 of my first public pro-ana blog. I should introduce myself or explain somewhat who I am and how I got here. Names aside, I dance professionally and also sing in a punk band. I've had issues with food (fuck you food!!) for years, at least partly owing to the fact that I am hypothyroidic and have a great deal of difficulty losing weight. (This is not an excuse, dear Ana, just an attempt to contextualize where I came FROM). I've 'recovered' in the past and I'm not interested in doing that again, so don't lecture. Been there, got fat, done.

So currently, I'm 114 lbs. I know, it's disgusting. My first goal weight is 105 lbs. I would ideally like to be there by Halloween but I realize that that is unlikely- so we'll do our best and leave it somewhat open-ended. I would like to be 100 lbs. by Christmas this year.

So, dearies...that's me in a nutshell (like a fatass like me could FIT In a nutshell. HA!)

Today is a fasting day, I'm having green tea and water. It's going just fine.

Strength to you lovelies.