I had a big fucking salad at 1pm and now I feel fat. I want to cry. I know it's just a salad and that calorie wise, I'm sitting at maybe 300 cals for the day but I feel SOOOOOO guilty and fat right now. DISGUSTING.

Fuck. I mean, I know I needed food for dance tonight but really, fuck. Why am I such a fat disgusting pig.

I need to really hunker down if I want to be skinny. This is fucking rediculous- I know I can't pass out while I'm dancing but COME ON.

FUCK. I'm SICK.